Yes, Hope is that which drives my life. Each day I wake up hoping that it will be better today. Recently things have gone so worse that I wished sun never rise and just sleep forever with out waking up. I am glad that I am able to sleep well at least and I live with a hope that fate does not take sleep away from me.
The greatest irony is, each day I wish it were over and hope for a better tomorrow but always wish if I could rewind my life to when I was a small kid, free from tensions and responsibilities. No, I am not a lazy person at all, as you just thought, it is just that the world around me is so scary and harder I try to elope from it the stronger it pulls me towards it. I feel like I have slipped and fallen into Niagara River, by the edge of the horseshoe and trying to escape the big fall.
I realize the best thing to do is, to just relax and let go with the flow with out any hope or expectation. It is hard, but I guess it can definitely make my life better, at least that is what all the great experienced people that I admire always advice. However, for me it is too far from practical, and the more I realize the fact the stronger I tent to elope from it.
Yes, I live in a hope that some day I will live up to reality that - Just go with the flow with out any Hope!
...if you do not have anything to look forward to, there ain't anything as disinteresting as life! So hope, dream, aspire, wish and hence live life to the fullest!!! :)
ReplyDeleteBTW, thanks a ton for commenting on my blog. Glad to know that u liked those silly pieces i scribble.
Cheers,
Shalini
:) Ironically that was exactly what i was try to do - "Make life interesting"
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